Here comes the stormy weather...

how quickly things change...one minute u're having a nervous breakdown, another minute u're on top of the world, but that can only last a mere seconds, before u plummet down to an even WORSE nervous breakdown than the one you had before. sheesh.

i hear alot about hurricane katerina, but frankly all i can think about it this hurricane in my head. tragedy is striking home, as it has been for almost a yr now, and i think i'm next in line. the human mind doesnt actually shut down when under stressful situations, but actually somatisizes some of that stress, meaning it passes it along to various aches and pains (headaches, stomach cramps, joint pain, etc). i think it's funny how i'm trying to impart knowledge in the middle of this blog....talk about mocking your own situation.

to make me feel better (ha ha ha) the ets sent me a gre powerprep cd...with 2 practice tests on it...."we know u fucked up, and even though u're unlikely to succeed in ur next attempt cus U are not who we want in our grad schools and thus we have biased "standardized tests", we'll send u this cd to rub it in ur face".....motherfuckers.

too bad the damn dorm windows only open up about 4 inches....can't even put the 24th floor to some use....or maybe i should go on a diet....