Forgive me....for I have sinned

who am i asking for forgiveness?

i dont really know anymore.

perhaps it was god....God...GOD......

but now...........????????


i miss my friends, i havent seen them for a while. i want to wish them well, in person, see them, hold them, kiss them and tell them that i love them. dearly.

my friends r my family now...my family itself is...disfunctional, to say the least.

i want to hold the love of my life...in my arms....and tell u that i love u. dearly

there is something caught in my throat...perhaps an apology, perhaps my soul..daring to leap out into the world to make a statement.

i am a statement myself....i am many statements, perhaps too many.

may the blessings of Allah be with you and me.