exquisite. heaven. sweet candy like.

you cut yourself and i watched you bleed
your blood sweeping out of my wounds

you looked up at me and i stared back
i could've sworn we were from the same womb

my black abyss is your nightmare
and your confusion gives me faith

in my quest to save you from eternal damnation
i've turned love into hate

the pleasure i gain from your misery
is the same you gain from mine

but it's only when i lose myself
that you get your turn to shine

my moments of glory are shrouded with contempt
that you garnish along the way

i'm simply telling you how i've felt
until, up till, this very day.

your own(ed) name

they asked me for your name, but i didn't know what to say. i knew you well, or so i thought, but you were so many different people, it was hard to come up with just one name. should i name you love, hate, rivalry, friend, jealousy? i feel so mixed up when i look at your picture. i want to call u so many things. i wish that one day you will be able to tell me who you are, in your own words, and you will own those words, own up to the words you say. know yourself inside out and outside in. so you can say who you are with confidence and belief.

predictions

i dont make resolutions for new years because i think they're pointless and because i never end up keeping them...i think if u really want to do something or stop doing something, u dont need a "resolution" to get u motivated.

i DO, however, prefer to make predictions...so here r my predictions for 2007:

i'll be legally married by the end of summer, but things won't be going my way

the heat waves in 07 will be devastating

the war in iraq will finally come to an end, i.e the americans will give up and go home

pakistan will experience the assasination of some prominent political figure

my friendships will falter to some extent

my gpa will drop from it's current 4.0 standing and i may possibly be more stretched for money than i am now