sing-songs

this is the song that never ends...yes it goes on and on my friends...some people started singing it, not knowing what it was, but they'll just keep on singing it forever just because this is the song that never ends...

Monday, January 17, 2005

the dot

the dot has been there for quite some time now...i honestly can't be bothered anymore to remove it, or have it removed. it's kind of made its place there, and who am i to change history? maybe the dot defines it...who knows, without the dot, things may never have been the same. it's not very big...not screaming for attention, nope, not at all...but it IS there...you can feel its presence...it's small, but significant in some way. and it cant be mistaken for anything else...it's not like a tiny line, or a mark...no, it's definitely a dot. i doubt anyone will ever bother to remove it over the years...and why would they, it's not doing anyone any harm...

or is it?

what if the dot is responsible for all of this...what if the dot symbolizes the misery, the pain, the suffering...what if the dot is behind all the chaos in the world??? what if the dot IS evil incarnate?

so...will i wipe it out? or will i leave it there?

Sunday, January 02, 2005

jhoot

choro inn baton ko.....let's talk about something else.
why, why do we always have to hide away from things?
it's not about hiding away, it's about thinking about the better things in life....it doesnt ALWAYS have to be about depressing things...
yes, but it doesnt mean that everytime something serious comes up, we look in the other direction and pretend nothing is happening
who is looking in the other direction? that's an exaggeration
*sigh* everything is an exaggeration
hmm....true...i guess.....
i just dont like feeling helpless
but u R helping
yeah, but it's not enough...it's not even close...
there u go again, looking at the negative side as usual
u know what, i cant talk to u
what? what did i do?
nothing
then why r u mad at me?
because i'm mad at myself
great
great